So I am definitely pulling an all nighter in order to get this essay done…Hazzah.

That 25 day song thing lasted long…as did that job I had that I didn’t turn up for this morning due to being stupidly irresponsible and getting ridiculously drunk last night. EEK. I am now spending my final hours as a teenager panic essay writing for this ITU which is due in tomorrow morning, I can sense an all nighter…I look, feel like and am crappy. FCK.

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:High

Schizoid Disorder:Moderate

Schizotypal Disorder:Very High

Antisocial Disorder:High

Borderline Disorder:Moderate

Histrionic Disorder:Moderate

Narcissistic Disorder:Very High

Avoidant Disorder:High

Dependent Disorder:High

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate
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in my life right now hurts so bad. I’m so poorly it’s not fun. :’(

I quite like my TV Schedule at the moment,

On Mondays I have “Playing it Straight”, as a gay guy you’d think it would be surprisingly easy for me to figure out shit like that but apparently no…I definitely think of the 4 that are left 2 are gay and 2 are straight. Just so long as Cara doesn’t pick Sven I’ll be happy, he’s such a cock.

Tuesday is “The Biggest Loser”, which I absolutely LOVE, It’s weirdly inspirational, it makes me wish I needed to lose weight so I could do something incredible or worth while with my time that will benefit myself in the long run, but until then I’ll continue to sit in front of my laptop/TV shoveling junk food into my face. There’s been a few moments where I have (embarrassingly) shed a tear or two at this show. Especially when Diane was told she was in the last 15 years of her life, heartbreaking stuff. Out of the final 5 I’d like Amy Mac or Sarah to win, Kevin is a bit of a psycho, Paula is weak and Jessie is just a chav.

On Wednesday I always watch “Masterchef” which I have only very recently fallen in love with, I love it when they take the contestants into professional kitchen environments to see how they cope. Andrew really annoys me though and I don’t know why, he just has a face I wouldn’t tire of hitting. I really want Shirlena to win, failing that, I’d like Jay to win, but who knows, they’re all really talented chefs.

Thursdays is “New Girl” on 4od. I’m actually quite far behind on this show, but I am slowly catching up, I had always heard talk of Zooey Deschanel(is that how you spell it?) but I never actually knew much about her or what she did until now. I instantly fell in love with the character of Jess, I also kinda fancy Schmidt and I really don’t know why? Guessing I’ve probably seen him somewhere before.

My latest obsession, which makes for excellent Sunday hangover viewing is “Melodifestivalen” which is a Swedish Singing/Songwriting Talent Show. They have 4 semi finals, each with 8 acts, the top 2 from each go through to the grand final and another 2 go through to “Andre Chansen” where they will compete for the final 2 places in the grand final. It’s reality TV at it’s worst, most of the singers sing in English, but apart from that, it’s pretty much all in Swedish, I don’t really understand what they’re saying most of the time but all I know is there are some truly awful singers out there who should NEVER BE ALLOWED ON TV EVER. Having said that some of them are actually really good. My favourite so far is Loreen. But it’s only half way through the competition, so who know’s what’ll happen.

I now realize that it’s almost 4am and I’ve just written a blog entry about TV. I’ve written more words right there than I have on those essays I have…OMFGAWD.